certified nut

1. I should get a letter in the post telling me whether I will get the job I applied for last week. I heard by someone on the interview panel that I had been successful (unofficially), that I was by far the best candidate (If I'm that good why do I have to prove my sanity), that two of the three candidates thought without a doubt I should be offered the job.
However, last year at work I was assaulted by someone who I have to work with, who has a severe mental illness, yet since he is not a client or colleague I can't have info about him.
I warned them so many times that this was wrong but was laughed at. Then I was punched. My boss was on holiday and his bosses couldn't care less. So I went to my Union and they helped me. I'm not into sueing people (leave that for the Americans) but enough is enough.
Anyway this third guy (did I mention he just happens to be my current bosses husband) said although I was the best I shouldn't get the job because I am sueing my current place of work.
So, there are 3 outcomes for this morning...
1. I get a letter offering me the job - I accept straight away before they change their minds.
2. I get a letter saying I don't have the job - I phone and ask for written reasons why I didn't get the job and for a copy of the interview outcome sheets
3. I don't get a letter - I phone them up and ask for an outcome and written reasons...

Then after that I have to go to hospital and see my own psychiatrist, who thinks I am fit to work and can do a bloody good job. I have to get a sick note from her which states I could've returned to work on Monday. (I had three days off sick, but she is demanding a sick note)
Then I meet my vicar.

I was supposed to see the bosses 'friends' the independent mental health assessors, but since nothing has been put in writing I have to change that appointment till next week, giving me an extra week off work. Since the boss says she won't allow me back until I have had the assessment.
I then have to wait for MIND to get back to me about the letter I wrote to the boss asking for written reasons why she thinks my mental health has meant I am unable to do my job. Mind are proof-reading it for me.

all this stress from work.

But look at it in a positive way...

She's only been here a couple of months, but I can't take it anymore.

Constant remarks about my mental health.

Look lady, I've been working with this organisation for eight years and my mental health has never effected my work.

Now, whenever I disagree with her I am dragged into an office and told my mental illness is playing up.

It's made me ill. so last week I spent two days in hospital trying to get myself back to normal.

I returned to work on Monday and was taken into the office.

Y'know in Mary Poppins when he looses his job, English style!!!

Well, that's what happened.

I was told that the boss did not know enough about my mental illness to be confident that I was fit to return to work. The keys were taken off me and I was told that she had a right to demand I attend an independent mental health assessment to assess whether I am capable of returning to work.

With that I was shoved out the back door.

Spent most of Monday staring into space - shock I suspect.